amandateohuiping's Xanga

Monday, October 01, 2007

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 08:53:08 GMT

In case you don't know,
I've created a LJ and wordpress. (links <)
Kinda releasing my conked off brain by creating blogs; I don't know why, but I find it accomplishing when I'm done with the blog. har har.

Got really bored with xanga anyways.
So I've explored, taught and decided. I'll be using wordpress. (:
Won't be updating here, but I'll still keep it to view xanga friends,
and my LJ is kept too, to view LJ friends (; hahah!

okok, byebye! :D
Amanda <3s.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 14:19:34 GMT

I'm getting bored of xanga. pfft.

Okay, so wongy pongy kinda got on my nerve during amath, but ohwells.
I wrote big fonts of "HATE WONG!" with a flower on top of the "W" on my table . I was frustrated okay, my bad. gah gah.

Exams are seriously driving me nuts and screws! BOO D:
It's like suddenly I don't understand what I've been studying. blah.
Studying now. bye!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 13:30:34 GMT

God,
grant me strength to push on studying, give me the discipline.
Father, I ask that you come and just be so real to me, help me through this time of exams. please. I need Your strength, Your wisdom, Your help. Jesus, my Father, pull me through. I know that I've neglected the reminders to study weeks before, but God, please help me now. I'll do me best from now, but Daddy, I need your grace and mercy. I love you loads, best friend!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:09:08 GMT

Want to know what's beneath this? XD
well, it's actually nothing big lah, just 1/4 the nail gone. (:

TADAH! XD

told you. not as big deal as you may think it is. (:

i love the song below. meaningful meaningful meaningful! (;

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:56:34 GMT

The day I left home,
I knew I'd broken His heart.
And I wondered then, if things could ever be the same.
Then one night,
I remembered His love for me.
And down that dusty road, ahead I could see,
It was the only time,
It was the only time I ever saw Him run.
And then...

He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice He said
"Son, do you know I still love You?"

It's a pretty song (:

Changes are beautiful sometimes,
especially when they're for God's plans to work out. (:

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 08:52:29 GMT

Ballet exam was alright (: THANK GOD!
Kinda made quite a number of mistakes , but I felt calm, and God was there. So I just kinda like smiled at her and carried on. HAR!
yay! It's finalllllly over!
and yes, I was first girl. heh. xD
Jasmine was fourth, knew it! You did fine for your dance, don't worry (;
Took pictures, rinsed in the basin, then left palais.

Well, I felt totally relieved and everything after exam;
thank you neh & chichi -for your really encouraging msges that made me tear xD but yeah, thanks! And not forgetting flora foong! cheryl leo! tong tong. qing, kyra, jiaxin, alcinda and szeern for your wonderful words of encouragement and all. thanks!

So yes, relieved!
But another anxiety and fear came in, my surgery for my toe. \:
I was super scared okay!
Like I don't know how many rooms/waiting areas we had to go and wait and all, but IT came.
I was like begging the doctor, like a 6yearold kiddo (i sound pathetic), to let my mom go into the operation theatre with me. The room would be so cool, if I'm not the patient.
I was super duper ultra scared. I was like making funny noises like a kid, and kept asking "is it done yet?" in that super kiddo voice. GAH! I made mom cry XD

Three jabs, ouch okay!
Then he took out the nail.
and thankfully, I thought he was gonna remove half the nail, he only removed like 1/4 of the nail?
So YAY! :D
and it's currently wrapped up like a ba-zhang. heh! xD
and it felt so weird while I was going home cause it was still numb from the three jabs, and like i couldn't feel my toe. har!

Alright, tuition later.
BYE LOVES! :D

Monday, September 17, 2007

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 11:49:17 GMT

BALLET EXAM TOMORROW! O:

Daddy God,
I thank you for just being there for me through everything that i've been through and stuff, and also my discipline and determination in dance. But God, I pray that you let your presence dwell in me as I enter the studio. Let me dance for you, and no one else. Let me be able to glorify and bring glory and honour to your name. Help me to stay calm, and may your peace be within me.
Thank you, Jesus. and I know, and I know for sure, that no matter what my results may be, it is all in your plans and i thank you for it (: I commit my ballet exam into your hands, and teach me to just be who I am, and enjoy my exam (: I love you, best friend!
In your mightymighty name I pray,
AMEN! :D

Yeap, My ballet exam is committed into God's hands, that whatever the results, I want to thank God for it. Because I know that I've done my best, and well, He loves me the way I am. (;

Love,
Amanda(:

And in all things,
know that I care.
No matter what things may be,
with you, I will bare.

Darling, let God be the one
to guide your every move,
His ways are higher than ours,
He's our pillar and roof.

I understand your plight,
I've been through it too.
Just know it is part of life,
God will pull us through (;

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 16:14:56 GMT

Why yes, ballet exam is two days away. (: a smile would help a lot.
I realized something, if my God is for me, then what/who can be against me?!
So, shoo away fear and doubts, my God is bigger than you!
I know that the peace and assurance of the holy spirit will be upon me for my ballet exam! :D
AMANDA IS EXCITED AND POSITIVE ABOUT HER BALLET EXAM! YESSSS!

But there are setbacks in life, and one of them currently is my left big toe..
I'll have to go to A&E to remove half my toenail, cause of a somewhat more serious case of ingrown nail. So I'll be going next week, CGH. According to family doc, the doc @ hospt. will inject two jabs to numb, then cut my nail into half, and "pull" it out. OUCHHHH! D: boo boo.
and it'll take 2-3months to heal completely, so i'll be wearing slippers to school until i recover. no PE too.
BUT BUT BUT, I CAN STILL DANCE, JUST WITHOUT SHOES ONLY! :D YAY! hahahah! xD
I'll wear the foot thongs. :)
But it kinda hurts to dance now, if i don't wrap it in layers of cotton wool. \:
Pointe hurts, left posse sucks, grand jete's body's shyt. blah. But all in all, I've worked hard for it, and that's enough (:

Another thing is school exams.
First paper is on 24th sept. Well, I'm planning to do better than before, so I'm working harder than usual (:
and I don't know why, I suddenly love studying SS! O:
So I'm planning to do pretty well for elective and science (: yeap.
With an aim, there's a game! (;

Alrightys, cell tmr (:
Shall rest soon.
Pray for my toe and ballet exam? thanks! :D

Life's good (:

Friday, September 07, 2007

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 06:04:51 GMT

So hello (:
Have been rather busy with Picasa, doing collages. :D
heh. done eleven; satisfied to the max. yay! heh.
shall post four of them below :D

Okay, so I'm totally not done with my hols' homework yet, and i'll get it done soon, well soon enough. (;
I WILL, and I SHALL! xD
Anyways, gonna watch Ratatouille and EvanAlmighty later in the night, 9+ and midngiht show :D woo!
with my family = free everything, no expenses on my money xD heh.

Alright,
bye bye lovelies! :D
I love you, honey stars! (;

I miss NZ with my GIRLFRIENDS a whole lot man! ):

& I realized I have a lot of apstic shots with you, neh xD teehee!

zOne fun day @ sentosa!

and cell! :D

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 14:21:33 GMT

FOURTEEN days more to BALLET EXAMINATION!!!!!! S:
Freaked out to the max. ):
and I'm going in with jasmine, who is 167cm.
Which totally means i'll be first girl, cause i'm 160cm. ):
boo. why FIRST girlllllll?!?!? ):
God, help me with interrrrrr! please Daddy up there!

TWENTY more to EOYs! D':
and then end-of-years! NOT ENOUGH TIMEEEE! )':
How to study so quickly?! and there's a lot to study alright!
RAWRRRR! D:

Ohwellos.
Math extra class tmr, then art, math tuition, ballet, dinner!
busy me; even my chinese tuition teacher says so. xD and i agree on that. (;

tooooooods.

and by God's grace,
i'll go through tunnels after tunnels.